mata

akhir zaman ni sgt susah utk jaga mata.

kadang2 aku takut lepak klcc sbb kat sana byk dugaan.
bila lelaki gagal jaga mata, maka hatinya senang jadi gelap dengan memikirkan bende2 x baik.
aku taula sbb aku pun ade terfikir.

aku juga tgh cuba untuk lari daripada tgk TV atau astro.
sbb banyak sgt bende x baik yg ditayangkan.

cuba la pk bebaik, camne la org cam aku nak survive bila bende x baik ditayangkan sana sini?
lepak dgn membe ade. buka tv ada. pegi shopping complex ade.
la.. hari tu aku pegi masjid kat putrajaya, depan masjid pun ada.

aku pelik setengah org x kisah pasal bende2 ni. dah *immune* katanya.
slalu sgt tgk bende x baik sampai x rasa apa2.

aku ingat cite membe yg blaja oversea cam kat US ke ape, bila balik mesia kurus kering.
so aku tanya ... "ko xde duit ke nak makan?". die geleng kepala dan sambung..

"aku slalu puasa bro... seksa duduk sana. maksiat sana sini. separuh mati nak jaga harga diri"

masa tu aku x paham. aku gelak. ingat die buat lawak. skang baru aku paham.
tapi aku pelik, nape setengah org boleh rilek je dan x rasa pape. serius aku dengki tgk.

aku rasa cam susah sgt la nak jadik baik.
anasir x baik terlalu berleluasa. dulu aku lari daripada tgk wayang, klcc dan tv.
aku carik entertainment len. aku ingat blog ni okay.

rupanya kat blog pun ade juga bahaya mata.
kat blog-blog muslimah pun ade juga gambar-gambar yg x elok.
mungkin dia x sengaja, mungkin hanya ingin berkongsi cerita, mungkin utk tegur si penerima.
tapi kesannya pada lelaki yg tgk, hanya Tuhan je yg tahu.

aduh, mana lagi nak lari bro?


24:30 (Malay) Katakanlah kepada orang laki-laki yang beriman: "Hendaklah mereka menahan pandangannya, dan memelihara kemaluannya; yang demikian itu adalah lebih suci bagi mereka, sesungguhnya Allah Maha Mengetahui apa yang mereka perbuat". 

april fool

i really hated april fool during my younger days.
friends have been known to go to the *greatest* extreme for a prank.
you have been forewarned!

despair

in life things dont always go as planned.
what do you do then?

well ...
you could drive like crazy on the road and show the road bully who's boss
you could jam all night long and get a sore throat the next day
you could go clubbing and create more problems for yourself
you could hang out with friends and curse your bad luck
you could sleep all day and turn ur head upside down

you could do all those things.
but trust me, it wont make things better. it wont make u feel better. not the least bit.

truth is, bad things happen for a reason.
find the reason and learn.

or else, just prepare yourself for another whack on the head.
coz it's not gonna stop.

marah

ada org rosakkan barang yg aku simpan dengan baik berkurun lamanya.
banyak nostalgia yg hilang. nostalgia yg x boleh diganti.
aku rasa marah bukan kepalang.
tangan dan kaki rasa ringan. pastu ingat plak pasal *adil*. 

adil ke kalo bergado? ntahla..
patut ke aku carik bende yg die simpan dgn baik ...
dan kemudian rosakkan ...
supaya sempurna petua "an eye for an eye"?

mmg bende tu berharga pada aku.
tapi mungkin, org yg rosakannya x faham ...
x faham betapa berharganya bende tu pd aku.
kalo aku *sengaja* carik apa yg dia sayang dan rosakkan
mungkin tak adil.
sbb aku tau, sedangkan dia tidak.

aku *envy* tengok org baik.
yg tenang dalam suasana yg biasanya buat kita marah.
yg boleh memaafkan dengan hati yang terbuka
yg mampu berkata dengan lemah lembut bila hati terluka

adil

aku dengar ari tu imam ada bercerita, mungkin drpd hadith atau sebagainya, aku x sure ...

tiga perkara yang boleh menyelamatkan kita tatkala bala mungkin menimpa
1) takut pada Allah swt, ketika baik ataupun berdosa
2) adil kepada orang lain, ketika redha ataupun marah
3) sederhana dalam berbelanja, ketika miskin ataupun kaya

bila dengar aku sedikit terasa sbb mmg susah sgt utk adil bila marah. ada diantara kita yg x mau ckp dgn org yg membuat kita marah sampai bertaun lamanya. ada pula yg mencari jalan untuk membuat *perhitungan* sehingga melebihi apa yg dilakukan oleh org yg dibenci pada dirinya.

kenkadang tergerak hati utk masuk campur, tapi kang takut makin memburukkan keadaan.

maaf

budak-budak bermain mata
bermain mata di tepi jetty
jikalau saya tersalah kata
dipohon maaf seikhlas hati



im not an advocate of pantun, but the employment seems appropriate given the compulsion of circumstances.

ngumpat

mudah2an Allah swt memelihara kita semua daripada muflis di akhirat yang antaranya mungkin disebabkan oleh mengumpat ...

Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W:

“Tahukah kamu siapakah orang yang muflis?”

 

Jawab mereka: “Orang yang muflis dalam kalangan kami ialah sesiapa yang tiada dirham dan tiada harta”. 

 

Sabda baginda: “Orang yang muflis dalam umatku ialah sesiapa yang datang pada Hari Kiamat nanti bersama solat, puasa, zakat, juga dia pernah memaki seseorang, menuduh seseorang, memakan harta seseorang, menumpah darah seseorang dan memukul seseorang. Lalu diberikan kepada orang ini dan itu pahalanya. Jika pahala-pahalanya habis sebelum sempat dilangsaikan kesalahannya, maka diambil dosa-dosa mereka dicampakkan ke atasnya lantas dicampakkan dia ke dalam neraka” 

 

(Riwayat Muslim).

cikgu shida

akidah adalah suatu perkara yg amat serius. mempersoalkan akidah org lain juga suatu kesalahan yg amat serius. baru-baru ini saya ada baca blog yg membincangkan soal akidah cikgu shida.

jika anda juga terbaca, elakkan diri daripada turut serta dengan umpatan mereka. ingatlah ...

24:11 (Malay) Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang membawa berita bohong itu adalah dari golongan kamu juga. Janganlah kamu kira bahwa berita bohong itu buruk bagi kamu bahkan ia adalah baik bagi kamu. Tiap-tiap seseorang dari mereka mendapat balasan dari dosa yang dikerjakannya. Dan siapa di antara mereka yang mengambil bahagian yang terbesar dalam penyiaran berita bohong itu baginya azab yang besar.

jika mampu, tahanlah mereka drpd terus mengumpat. ingatkan mereka akan ayat drpd surah An Nahl

16:125 (Malay) Serulah (manusia) kepada jalan Tuhanmu dengan hikmah dan pelajaran yang baik dan bantahlah mereka dengan cara yang baik. Sesungguhnya Tuhanmu Dialah yang lebih mengetahui tentang siapa yang tersesat dari jalan-Nya dan Dialah yang lebih mengetahui orang-orang yang mendapat petunjuk.

mungkin pengumpat-pengumpat itu ingin menegur cikgu shida, atau hanya ingin melepaskan geram,
tapi mempertikaikan akidah seorang islam yg lain bukanlah caranya. jelaskan pada mereka ...

49:12 (Malay) Hai orang-orang yang beriman, jauhilah kebanyakan dari prasangka, sesungguhnya sebagian prasangka itu adalah dosa dan janganlah kamu mencari-cari kesalahan orang lain dan janganlah sebahagian kamu menggunjing sebahagian yang lain. Sukakah salah seorang di antara kamu memakan daging saudaranya yang sudah mati? Maka tentulah kamu merasa jijik kepadanya. Dan bertakwalah kepada Allah. Sesungguhnya Allah Maha Penerima tobat lagi Maha Penyayang.

nuclear

japan is screwed. big time. no, im not joking.
if you plan on studying or staying in Japan, do yourself a big favor, DON'T.

nuclear hazard is not like the *demam denggi* in your neighbourhood.
it does NOT disappear within 2 weeks or 2 months for that matter.
it can affect you for the REST of your life.
don't take risk if you don't have to. it's not worth it.
cancer is NOT worth it. not being able to bear a child is NOT worth it.

be wise. there are tonnes of other alternatives for you to choose from.
stay away from Japan for as long as you can.

if you read other blogs telling you that things are okay in Japan, don't believe them.

think about it, if anything happens to you, to your health for the REST of your life ..

would the blog writer help you or be responsible? No. they wont.
would they cover the expense of your hospital bill? No.
would they cry about your suffering and hold your hand everyday? Don't bet on it.

why are they writing things that aren't true then? well, because they have nothing to lose.
i repeat that, because they have nothing to lose. not a single dime or sleepless night.
so be wise and do the right thing.

 

spm

ramai nampak budak2 yg celebrate spm hari nie.
fuh, ramai yg dh bawak kete.
siap ada yg celebrate dekat taman lagi tu,
dressed to kill. :P

untuk yg skor spm tahniah! tapi ingat, jgn lupa dunia.
yang tak begitu skor, lek2 sbb spm bukan penamat.
kat unie nanti ada dunia baru. so, baiki la kesilapan masa lalu.

envy

is it just me or is being good really hard?
we make a new resolve and suddenly bham!
something happens that really test it.
it's hard being good and i do envy those ppl who r good alwayz. 

woodchuck

how much wood would a woodchuck chuck
if a woodchuck would chuck wood

the worst way to study medicine

i once met an old timer specialist who's teaching part time because he loves doing so.
he was telling me bout the new breed of med students he's teaching.

ol' timer : bunch of snobs if you ask me.

me        : nah, that aint so. they're juz trying to hide their fear by being aloof.

ol' timer : huh really? they think that knowing everything will make them smarter.

me        : isnt that true?

ol' timer : for the 1st year maybe.

me         : and the next four years?

ol' timer : they'd be lucky if they dont go under.

me        : gulp, why so?

ol' timer : because fact is not knowledge. knowing everything doesnt make you a tad wiser.

me        : so memorizing all those facts won't help?

ol' timer : it's just the first step kid. i think most of them don't really care bout thinking.

me        : what do you mean?

ol' timer : they dont think. everytime they face a problem, they turn to memory for solution.

me        : how can that be wrong? everyone does that.

ol' timer : look, real life is not a textbook. it's not a matching game. what you know is just a guideline.

me        : so, what's the right way?

ol' timer : the first step? accept the fact that memorizing is NOT thinking.

and he continued telling me a bunch of stuff about what thinking is all about. it's kinda lengthy so im not gonna touch it in here.

why being emo is bad?

dont let other people get to u. i repeat, never let others get to you because it's not worth it.
the best way to handle annoyance is to allocate *zero* energy on it. especially, if you're planning
to be a doctor because then, you'll be meeting tonnes of annoying people.

i met a little girl on the blog who got easily distressed by the remarks others make on her.
to demonstrate how proposterous the whole thing is, i *pretended* to play the role of a common
annoying offender. hoping that it could shed light on her insight.

how did she react to it? suffices to say that it was off the charts, complete meltdown. if you're one of
her friend and you're reading this, make it your mission to help her. help her see how ridiculous
it is to maintain an emotional stance when such endeavour would only lose her the most.

all in all, i think she has some unresolved issues that she's supressing inside. these are all symptoms of a
more severe condition. she might be missing home too much. she might be hiding some past anguish.
i dont know. so again, if you're her friend, and you're reading this, make it your mission to help her.

how to be an instant genius?

i met a wise old man that gave me a tip on how to be an instant genius.
the steps are given below :

1. fill a pot with water.
2. soak as many books as u can inside the pot
3. let it simmer until all the ink has gone into the pot.
4. drink the water.

if it doesnt work, try again the wise man said.
genius is 99% perspiration and 1% inspiration.
i havent had the time to try but u should!

ducks

if you're wondering why im so fascinated with ducks, ponder no more.
i was inspired by a cute painting of a bunny just a while ago and figured ..

hey why dont i use a duck as my mascot? so presto! here i am. :P

5 little ducks

my all time favorite

5 little ducks went out one day
over the hill and far away
mother duck say 'quack, quack, quack'
and only 4 little ducks came back.

4 little ducks went out one day
over the hill and far away
mother duck say 'quack, quack, quack'
but only 3 little ducks came back

oh, i bet u know the rest of the song ...